"Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat, Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did"

I got booty called (well in fact gchatted) twice today. I don't know whats wrong with me, but I really do seem to have lost all ability to have casual sex for the hell of it. I think I get bored fast, or maybe I really want more, I don't know. But what I do know - is that my sexual side wants the old me back.

I'm so freaking tired tonight. 45 mins of cardio at the gym just about killed me. In 13 mins I have a conference call with Japan which I'm dreading. I just want to crawl into bed or lie on my couch, snuggling some cute (smart, funny, intelligent) boy. But unless I accepted one of my booty gchat, I just don't see that happening.

I have some drama in my life right now, that I just need gone. Honestly, I used to thrive on drama. Now - I just hate it. I do like my life full of some ups and downs (I can get bored, fast), but I don't need that to be because of any drama with my friends.

Anyway, I need to prepare a little for this call. I'm setting my alarm for 6am to try and either go to the gym or get on my bike. We'll see if that happens.

xx